Numb

Time passes as a blur and I go along with it; numb and with no direction As the night falls the numbness begins to fade and the pain becomes to creep upon me and its unbearable; there is a huge hole in my chest and its full of nothing but emptiness. The night passes and my artificial light comes once again with the numbness i apperciate, i feel gratitude for it and the day passes in a blur.

***thanks to The Extraordinarii for inspiring this one.

January 11,2010. TIME

Time pases, even for the lonely and the hurt. sometimes I would like time to go by even faster though, to avoid time to think about my life. And in the direction im heading. I am completely lost, with nothing. I am sorrounded by the emptiness. i have lost it all and yet here i am, living and trying to breath even though every inhale hurts so excruiciatingly. And time passes, it passes even for me.

one of my FIRST writings.

Life always has it's ups and downs, and its good and bad moments. What i mean is good things come and then they go. And you just have to except that because life isnt fair. sometimes love seems like a good thing but what about the excruciating pain that comes in the end??? How do you endure that?

Assignment For My English class.

...I AM GABRIELLA…

I am fate.
I am luminous.
I’m trying to put my life in order.
I am optimistic; looking at the world in a different way.
I believe in Thinking before you act, but never regretting what you did.
I believe God is love.
I believe that true love will come when it’s time.
I believe that life is hard so get a helmet.
And that if nothing goes right, turn left.
Life keeps going.
I still need to learn so much more.
I have a numerous things to accomplish.
I have to graduate.
I have to live life.
I need to get a job.
I need to get so many things out of life.
I need to succeed.
I need my family
I need to dream, and dream big.

this was an assignment for my english class but i wanted to share it.! love gby

fight<3

I’ve mad it to my senior year and that is a big accomplishment, graduating even bigger. All the things I have gone through have given me the perseverance to fight and be strong. And I am independent I don’t need anybody to tell me that I am. I am strong and I don’t need anybody to show it to. I fight all alone and it does not bother me. I am quiet, I am grown up, or at least getting there.